The Hardest Battle

—by “A”, age 40

I have been married for over 20 years and have found out in the past years that my husband (who is not a Christian) has been looking at the most horrific sites on the Net. I was so completely shocked, disgusted, hurt, and angry… there are just not enough words to describe the awful betrayal I have felt.

I have been a Christian for 20 years and I have to say this is one of the hardest battles I have had to endure. I am not sure what all he is involved in and my trust in him is GONE. After all these years that is very hard to live with.

My prayers are with every woman who has ever had to go through this heartache. It is my prayer that this letter will let you know that you are not alone. I do not have the answers but I trust in God and I know He does have the answers and is able to give me what I need to overcome and to continue in my service to Him.

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